Monday, October 22, 2012

Favorite Spot

After nearly a year, I visited the land of honor again which is Malacca. It is called as the heritage state as well.  I'm so much in love this this state as I have the feelings of being fascinated with the environment, red block buildings, the rickshaws and the best of all the "Samudera Museum". Apparentely, this museum looks like a ship whereby it looks like the REAL ship that the Portuguese had traveled to Tanah Melayu (Malaysia). This how the Museum look like:


This Samudera Museum is one of my favorite spot I must say. It is a heart dwelling spot whereby I fall in love in the very first meeting years back. since I visited Malacca again this year, the cool breeze with the rain fall makes my hear yearn back to it. This ship model like is actually a museum and it is damn cool as a Museum. The entry per person is Rm 6 but last time when I visited this museum, it was Rm 3  weird!!! hahahaha (big laugh)

well, the museum consists of the heritage of Malaysia years back from the early 1400. 
the view towards Malacca Straits

the inside view

Tanah Melayu old peoples..

I must say that this is a place to visit each time anyone go to Malacca.. It is such a wonderful experience to be endured by each individual..
that's all for now.. 
chow!!!

I'M BLESSED to be able to visit such place...


Sunday, October 21, 2012

a WiSh to Be FulFilleD

wish had a bakery to be called my own.
as day pass by, I'm so engaged with TV programs especially the baking one.
I adore Buddy Valastro for his cake show "The Cake Boss".
The way he decorate cakes and makes people happy is so mesmerizing..
wish I had his talent!! really wish soooo..
besides that, the ultimate cake off challenge does make me to fall in love with cake decoration even more.. the colors, fondants, sugar piece and the art!! It's sooo catchy!!
the flavors makes all difference: red valvet, chocolate moist, vanilla with fruits..
cakes is needed in everyone's life,
be it birthdays, engagements, weddings or even anniversaries.
people need cakes in their life and a great cake makes all difference..
I can bet it!
I wish I would have one bakery one day where as I will be baking and decorating cakes!!






Cakes!!! haiz.. wish it to come true soon..

Friday, October 19, 2012

SpellBounD

Photos from the play production of MSU's Teslians ~THE SPELLBOUND~ The play was adapted from the famous play by William shakespeare, midsummer night's dream. The play is about 5 people who were caught in a spell that bound them together. Jamal and Maria ( Lovenia Jane) is a couple who are madly in love with each other. However Maria was ordered to marry Remy ( Dharmaraj Krishnan), a guy chosen by her father, Dato' Bakar ( Kuhan Singh). Things become more complicated when Remy's ex fiance, Rosie was still crazily in love with him. Seeing Rosie suffering, her grandmother Nek Sari tried to help by brewing a love potion to make Remy fall for Rosie. Due to confusion, the potion was given to Jamal instead. The play was interestingly brought out by the cast, and it ends on how Nek Sari untangles the mess
the poster of the play production 
actors scene

my 3rd song: Cant Take My Eyes Off YOu

my group of friends 


my second song dance: Take A Chance on Me

spell potion made by Nek Sari


the actors


my dance group: Wishing and hoping



me doing one step for Can't Take My Eyes off You song

pretty women song



crazy women act

seducing the audience step :P
hard work pays off

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

hectic!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................

had been a while since I update my blog.. was terribly busy with my semester as I was having theatre based subject..
theatre??
what can I say?
in brief: hectic! chaotic! arguments! restless!!!!
loss weight though..
this is indeed what had I contributed for this subject :)


PERSONAL CONTRIBUTION
Based on the Theatre in Esl subject, our lecturer has instructed a total number of 47 students to conduct a play production. The play production was supposedly been held on 8th August 2012 but due to certain un-avoided circumstances such as the “Terawih prayers”, we have agreed to perform the play on 29th August 2012. The play production was adapted from a Shakespearean play known as “Midsummer’s Night Dream” which we have adapted into a simplified version named Spellbound. In the process of the play production, we have selected the crew members through election with the presence of Miss Suganthini. The election was held fairly since all students participated and contributed to the election process.
After the Election Day, we had held a small meeting to determine the day of practices and also the play story which will be work onto. The practice time and date were confirmed in the meeting and all had agreed to do the practices starting from 2nd July 2012 from 8.00pm until 11.00pm and the schedule to change during the fasting month which is from 8.30pm until 11.00pm which has been convenient to all. An audition day was held right after the meeting whereby all students have participated in the audition. The actors and actress were selected by the director and co-director and agree by all the students.Personally, I am involved in the props and also as dancer. Being in the prop team, which was lead by Jessicinta, were have correlatively agreed on the setting of the theme based on the theme of the play production which is 70’s. Based on the theme, we have come out with three main setting which would be the garden, Nek Sari house and market. I had personally helped in doing the flowers and also the market stall whereby I have helped to hammer the stall with the help of few friends. Overall, the props have been done collaboratively with the contribution of all students.For the dancing part, I and another 13 dancers have been selected to do 3 songs which is “Wishing and Hoping, Take a Chance on Me and also Can’t Take My Eyes of You”. The practice for dancing is held every night on the practice day for almost two months.

even though it was hectic and unfavorable at beginning, I enjoyed it a lot!!
p/s will update the story and pictures in next post :)



Monday, June 4, 2012

Friend by benefit??

Seen many people characteristic as I can say I"m old enough to realize someone's personal character. 
Not that young though..
People nowadays comes to one another just for sake of receiving something, either it is:
  1. money
  2. transportation
  3. enjoyment
  4. boredom release 
  5. to learn something
  6. assignments or work load and many more..
Basically, they want to obtain something from the person.. 
There are no truth by far.. 
Only few who are really true but it is rare and it's like finding a pearl in deep ocean..

Personally, I've encounter many of these people as I began to know better about this world.
By far, all seems to find a person for benefits.. hahaha..
Funny people they really are.. 
I've learn to move along and being not that effected by such people (even though i were effected at first).
Now I'm much more stronger to encounter them.. 
As I'm not that fool to mirror and reflecting your personal character..

Friday, March 23, 2012

sEarchiNg??

searching for;

  • true friends
  • lovable friends
  • friends who are willing to be my BBF
  • not double-faced people
  • the one whom I can count on
  • the one whom I can share anything & believe my secret will stay as a secret
  • the one and only one best bud I'll have
but it is hard to find someone like that in this world.. 
too hard.. 
I only have Ganapathy Paapa in my life as my best-est!!!
 

feeLinG hElpLeSs

things has gone to a worse condition each seconds and minutes,
have no clue of what is happening around me,
each time I had learnt to grow stronger and stronger by placing a stone in my heart,
even if I don't wish to do so,
I have to do it..

life around doesn't seems promising,
people seems to be fake all the time,
people around seems like double-faced each moments,
there are so less people who know's what friendship is & what love is..

hoping I could have the courage to overcome the days that is coming,
hope that I would have enough mental balance to go through all this over again..

Thursday, March 22, 2012

time @ situation?

some say that they have to change due to two most famous reasons:

  1. time
  2. situation
indeed these are the common reason one will deliver once they have changed..
yet,
my mind could not accept that people can change easily,
it is all beneath one's personal deed and option either to change or not..
there is no reason to blame other factors for your changes..
as YOU CHOOSE TO CHANGE & CHANGES HAPPENS AS YOU WISH TOO..

but,
if you had changed,
accept the changes and tell the truth,
accept that the person with you might have difficulties to adapted to your changes,

if,
the person could not accept it,
you have hurt her/him,
you have change to worse,
you have label yourself to something else,
you have forgotten your promises made earlier,
you have made her/him cry...

it might be rough at first to accept such changes,
before you change your

  1. behaviour 
  2. attitude  
  3. personality

you should learn if the you are able to accept such changes if it occurs to you..
how if you are going through the process where you are facing your dear one changed??
think before you blame and argue with them!!
THINK! THINK! THINK!!

loVe As a nEEd @ wHaT?

love as a need or as a compassion?
blurred as I began to wonder what love really is..
people say that they love someone so much but,
saying I LOVE YOU SO MUCH only is not enough.
people fail to understand it as for them they think what they doing is the right thing all the time.. 

there is something beyond it after all,
the feeling shared must be equally felt by both parties,
the love, compassion and also feeling belonging should be felt all the time..

for some,
they felt that by just saying the three words only is enough,
just messaging only all the time is enough,
buying gifts only is enough,
bringing out for date is enough,

but,
there is something more than that in love,
compassion,
understanding,
being with each other either in good @ bad time forever,
respecting each other,
keep your promises made at first last forever,
never comparing your love with others,
never blame your love for your mistakes..

the person who can't understand all this is not the one who love's truly,
talking only is not enough...
it's about ACTION & KEEPING YOUR PROMISES ALIVE TILL THE END!!

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

cHanged??

i tend to be blindsided by person's behaviour towards me..
in brief I was fool to think that people will remain the same all the moments..
they do change & blame the situation to be the cause of changes..
indeed they change because their feelings had actually changed and they want to change..

who am I to object it??
it's their own choice & their happiness too..
their changes is a great REALIZATION!!
I'll grow stronger & even better..
thanks for everything :)

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

atTituDes

attitudes is little thing that makes big difference..
there's lot of attitude issue's I've seen so far..
gross!!! ridiculousness!! childishness!!
behave as how your age is & you will gain respect from others as well..
there are numerous attitudes that i STRONGLY DISLIKE;

  1. blaming others
  2. pretending in front of others
  3. doubled-faced
  4. fake
  5. taking everything for granted
  6. using others for their own purpose & benefits
  7. flirting with others since you are committed to one
  8. laziness
  9. showing sympathy to gain attention
  10. no mercy at all
I can't think more as there's lots to list.. just wish that people always show their true face and their personality towards others rather that showing attitudes! its very important to generate good attitude, a good heart, as much as possible. from this, happiness in both the short term and the long term for both yourself and others will come



Sunday, February 19, 2012

wHy I Feel BlesSed??



truly blessed having Him around me all the time;
  • when I'm sick, he is there as medicine
  • when I'm helpless, he will be there as wheel chair
  • when I'm having any heartache, he will be there as the one who will console me
  • when I have nobody, he will be my someone
he is everything I need in my life.. 
sometimes, I never valued your presence but you always do..
I knew that I'm nothing without you...
hoped that our love will last till eternity.. 


promise to love you until my last breath paa.....

Thursday, February 16, 2012

i'm vIrGo!!

Virgo Woman (24rd August to 23rd September)


One thing you need to know about a Virgo woman - she has guts and lots of them! It doesn't mean that she is not as shy and as reserved as she seems to be. It's just that she can do anything and everything for the people she loves. By love, she mean real love, no other type of love exists for her. A Virgo female is a complete woman! She has all the charms and tricks that any other female has, but she is not weak. Infact, she has quite a determination and can do anything if she sets her mind to it.


She will be completely devoted and loyal to you in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seems to be working, she will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North Pole. Virgo women's characteristics profile is an odd mix of emotions and practicality, romance and common sense. When they fall in love, they show such extreme passion and intensity that only few other women can. Making them fall in love is, however, an entirely different task. They will demand total perfection from you, even though they may fall short in that arena.


It's better to get used to their critical nature. A Virgo girl believes that she is extremely efficient and organized and what is more annoying is, that she is right. She is a stickler for time and it's better not to be late when you are meeting her. She will not break the new, expensive vase when she is upset, but she can be very demanding and fussy. If the fault is yours, admit that you are wrong and say it while handing her the flowers. Don't even try to argue, or she will lose her temper again.


It is better to leave her alone for sometime and she will cool again. On the other hand, a Virgo woman will find it very hard to accept that she is wrong. The fact is, most of the time she's not. When you are courting her as well as after you get married, it is advisable to mind your manners. She cannot tolerate someone using abusive language, coming late, dressing sloppily, not minding table manners, etc.. It's better to brush up your vocabulary too. She will not cling to you, nor will she become totally aloof.


She is also very good with finances and extravagance is not one of her personality traits. A Virgo female cannot stand public displays of affection and it is better to be subtle in this area. Her taste is very good and her intellect quite developed. If you are trying to woo her, take her to places like theatre, art gallery, etc. Just like a typical Virgo, she is prone to worrying about things too much and she will do your part of the job too. She is very much attached to the ground and prefers to live in the real world.


You let a Virgo female do her part of making things seem just perfect and she will keep you entertained with all her feminine charms. She is very sensitive and her feelings are pretty fragile, but she will become exceedingly strong when you need her support. With kids, she will be very considerate and you will never see them running around in their underclothes. She will gentle, but firm and will demand complete discipline from them. Even though a Virgo woman is very critical, she will not take criticism very nicely. It never works the other way round for her.


The reason for this is that she is as aware of her own imperfections as she is of yours. So, she doesn't need you to remind her of her own shortcomings every now and then. Instead of fretting over her perfectionism, you should feel blessed to have such a charming female who never makes your house look like a garbage dump. Your toast will never get burnt and your coffee will always taste just perfect. She has a witty side too and when she laughs, it seems like the ringing of little bells, doesn't it!

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

uSiNg LOMO cAmeRa

wonderful of all 

i own  this one!!

the most prettiest among the rest picx!!

wonderful flower of frenship

the macho one in middle

all of it!!

Monday, January 2, 2012

wonDerinGGGGG

what is dignity??
what is values??
what is self'-respect??
what is morality??

people seems to
lose everything in their life,
talk as it never happen,
act as they are perfectly perfecto!

where is the belief on something
and
where is their self-realization?

do they still have faith and believe that
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND??
KARMA???

 p/s:do change before you are annoyed by your own self..

I'M BLESSED